I Am Bismark



there is nothing to do at work.

i skipped class this morning. i was feeling pretty sick last night, so i just let it go. i don’t know why i still feel guilty about that.

i only have 25 minutes on my cellphone left until tonight at 9 pm. if i go over, i have to pay $5. the only problem is i would rather not just sit at home until i can call people. a possible $5 fine for trying to be social tonight. suck.

i joined in the lord of the rings marathon they were doing last night for a few hours. man, i am still pissed about how cheezy they made the whole aragorn-arwen thing. plus liv tyler is ugly.

they brought back the little debbie brownies in the vending machines. for awhile they had these cheap cardboard tasting knock-offs. life is good.

i do not want to get married anytime soon. there is only one reason i would be getting married. it is strange, because we are constantly told to bridle the passions of the body, yet we are told to get married quickly (ie, just follow the passions of your body). i don’t need sex to make me happy. someone cooking me breakfast everyday would be nice though.

the july 4th parade here in provo sucked and i am still bothered by how many people were camping out to see it 2 days in advanced. seriously, the baraboo circus parade was sweeter. we at least had a liger. no one ever believes me when i say that, because they think i am just trying to pull a napolean dynomite thing, but its true. amy jo, if you read this, will you please back me up? there was a liger at the circus world museum.

is it weird that i get more jealous when i see a guy with a brand new macbook than i do when i see a guy with a hot asian girl?

president eyring’s homecoming is this weekend. it will be good to see him again. that is a man i truly respect. i’ve never been able to be so open with anyone.

another night, another dream, but always you

i hate sunday afternoons. the long dark teatime of the soul.

i should be doing homework, but i’m not. i should be catching up on sleep, but i’m not. i should be working on being a more righteous dude, but i’m not. instead i am lying around, wishing i had the guts to ask more girls out on dates and wishing i had my mommy to cook for me.

fireworks last night. pretty pointless with no one to enjoy them with….

“G*d d*mn you half-Japanese girls,
You do it to me everytime…
I’m a lot like you, so please,
hello, I’m here, I’m waiting.”

i went shopping last night though. that means i actually have food again. i bought granola, which makes me excited, because i can enjoy breakfast again. marshmellow maties were just not cutting it.

i got an A in circuits, but an A- in HEPE..that really pisses me off.

the NSA asked for wiretaps before 9/11. but i’m not patriotic if i don’t trust my government completely still. some girl used dick cheney as an example of humility in sunday school today. i almost gagged.

“Some folks are born made to wave the flag,
ooh, they’re red, white and blue.
And when the band plays “Hail To The Chief”,
oh, they point the cannon at you, Lord,
It ain’t me, it ain’t me,
I ain’t no senator’s son,
It ain’t me, it ain’t me,
I ain’t no fortunate one, no.”

we ate hawaiian haystacks for break the fast. they were yummy.

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