I Am Bismark

i frustrate myself

“Watching Terrible tv*
it kills all thought
getting spacier than
an astronaut
making out with people
i hardly know or like
I can’t believe what I do
late at night.
I wanna know what it’s like
on the inside of love.
i’m standing at the gates
i see the beauty above
only when we get to see
the aerial view
will the patterns show
we’ll know what to do
I know the last page so well
i can’t read the first
so i just don’t start
it’s getting worse
i wanna know what it’s like
on the inside of love
i’m standing at the gates
i see the beauty above
i wanna know what it’s like
on the inside of love
i can’t find my way in
i try again and again
i’m on the outside of love
always under or above
i cant find my way in
i try again and again
i’m on the outside of love
always under or above
must be a different view
to be a me with a you
i wanna know what it’s like
on the inside of love
standing at the gates i see
the beauty above
i wanna know what it’s like
on the inside of love
of course i’ll be alright
i just had a bad night.
i just had a bad night.”

-nada surf

*except i am watching arrested development, which is actually pretty good.

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